Somewhere in time
Backsides are more important than consciences, everywhere. Pardon the limited vocabulary. The last book i read was "Singapore Street Directory" by Mighty Minds. *groan* Pining for some Amici red wine steak and escargots in the right company.
It's interesting how actions trigger thoughts and thoughts trigger actions. Trigger finger. Fourth finger's hurting like nobody's business. Hope it gets better soon, very very very soon. Or it's deep trouble again.
Was playing again tonight, so this is a good week, regardless of the mount everest of work and deadlines and rubbishtalk. It's not the ability to play more than once in the week that makes it a good week. More like the playing making it a good week. And some people would just brand me insane for saying sightreading makes me feel good. But who cares. They're just jealous :P
Feels good to hear people babble on about their lives. Some people are just too guarded. And i can't figure out why so i guess it must be i'm just subconciously not prepared to go through it again. And i'm glad you listened to my explanation. Though perhaps you should have questioned it as well. But it was a very warm feeling...like polar fleece on a rainy night. Just feels good not to be pushed for once, not to have to live up to standards of being good enough, moral enough, conscientious enough, smiley enough...the feeling that yes, this package has defects but it's good enough for me and i'll take it. That things don't always go by pros and cons, that sometimes things just are.
It's been slightly more than a year. How things have happened. And how things have changed. Improved I suppose? Well one can't honestly say they haven't improved.
This morning was perhaps a parallel of what underlies. Or representive of the social situation. Too many people jostling for attention. None left to spare. Or is there really none left to spare? Or is that spare change too little to count. Too many people who refuse to speak their minds making speaking honestly a fallacy. It's all a matter of choice isn't it. Whatever it is, telepathy is not an accurate form of communication.
Frauline Flawra Fraud! Is listening to the Main and Aerith's Theme from FF VII. I guess that's how things should go...calm, serene and quiet but emotively full of content.
Gotta get myself a lomograph.
It's interesting how actions trigger thoughts and thoughts trigger actions. Trigger finger. Fourth finger's hurting like nobody's business. Hope it gets better soon, very very very soon. Or it's deep trouble again.
Was playing again tonight, so this is a good week, regardless of the mount everest of work and deadlines and rubbishtalk. It's not the ability to play more than once in the week that makes it a good week. More like the playing making it a good week. And some people would just brand me insane for saying sightreading makes me feel good. But who cares. They're just jealous :P
Feels good to hear people babble on about their lives. Some people are just too guarded. And i can't figure out why so i guess it must be i'm just subconciously not prepared to go through it again. And i'm glad you listened to my explanation. Though perhaps you should have questioned it as well. But it was a very warm feeling...like polar fleece on a rainy night. Just feels good not to be pushed for once, not to have to live up to standards of being good enough, moral enough, conscientious enough, smiley enough...the feeling that yes, this package has defects but it's good enough for me and i'll take it. That things don't always go by pros and cons, that sometimes things just are.
It's been slightly more than a year. How things have happened. And how things have changed. Improved I suppose? Well one can't honestly say they haven't improved.
This morning was perhaps a parallel of what underlies. Or representive of the social situation. Too many people jostling for attention. None left to spare. Or is there really none left to spare? Or is that spare change too little to count. Too many people who refuse to speak their minds making speaking honestly a fallacy. It's all a matter of choice isn't it. Whatever it is, telepathy is not an accurate form of communication.
Frauline Flawra Fraud! Is listening to the Main and Aerith's Theme from FF VII. I guess that's how things should go...calm, serene and quiet but emotively full of content.
Gotta get myself a lomograph.
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